stress...pain.....and harrassment!
Lately I have been trying to handle a few problems and dissagreements I have been having with my ex boyfriend. It has gotten to the point where the other day I went down to the police station to get some help from them. To my surprise however, after I had finished my statement and told them all I could remember after 3 hours of sitting in the office, they contacted me after getting ahold of my ex and accused me of lying to them, and told me that they were charging me with public mischief for leading the cops onto a fauls charge.
Now incase some of you are confused the reason i went to the cops in the first place was because he was harrassing me and uttering threats towards me and my boyfriend,
I can say this much I feel like I have reached the peak of my stress level. im feeling really sick and I can barely eat half the time...its horrible and on top of all that the cops turn around and accuse me of lying to them?!!!....
they are really helping to give me confidence in the few people i thought could maybe help me for once. but i see i was wrong.....i came to the conclusion a long time ago that its hard for me to trust anyone, now i see that i really cant!............what do i do? ..the law wont help me....and i cant handle it on my own...and knowone else will help ...every one who i call my friends and family....all tell me to just go to the law...and let them deal with it..well they slamed there door in my fucking face! ..............now what?
Now incase some of you are confused the reason i went to the cops in the first place was because he was harrassing me and uttering threats towards me and my boyfriend,
I can say this much I feel like I have reached the peak of my stress level. im feeling really sick and I can barely eat half the time...its horrible and on top of all that the cops turn around and accuse me of lying to them?!!!....
they are really helping to give me confidence in the few people i thought could maybe help me for once. but i see i was wrong.....i came to the conclusion a long time ago that its hard for me to trust anyone, now i see that i really cant!............what do i do? ..the law wont help me....and i cant handle it on my own...and knowone else will help ...every one who i call my friends and family....all tell me to just go to the law...and let them deal with it..well they slamed there door in my fucking face! ..............now what?

3 Comments:
Hey jojo what about me im always their for you just like Rob and i got in shit for going to the cops...I asked if i could deal with it my self and you said now.
Now thats a true friend if i ever saw one and i wish i was as good as a friend as you are your always their to help me with my problems if it wasent for you and Rob id probably be dead by now.
I owe you guys my life i just hope oneday I can repay the favor.
Well i just want'ed to let you know your not alone.
hey jo it's amdna i miss you give me a call one of these days i will appologize again if i didn't anything to hurt you luv ya bye
i mena *amanda
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