Making up your mind!

Men really need to learn how to make up there minds...I have come to realize over the past year that men dont know how to do that!.......Well there is an old saying that goes"if you love someone let them go, and if they come back then it was ment to be"..well...Terry came back and we worked everything out...and we are together......cause we broke up for a while there and i dont know if i mentioned that or not? i have a really bad memory these days.....but if i did mention that already im sorry .....for those who even read this anymore(I dont know if any one even reads my blog anymore cause it seems like nobody does or they do and just dont care about how im doin!):(

I think that relationships are a big waist of time, they dont amount to anything if you dont have the right person, it takes what seems like your whole life for you to even find the right person and when you do find the right person, you dont even know it cause they are to stupid and pig headed to tell you how they really feel. Instead they get scared and tell you that you would be better off as friends. I have come to the conclusion over the past little while that relationships are jut not my thing, because everytime I find something that makes me feel complete.....something goes wrong to screw it up! like men thinking that if we ever fight we will break up instantly and never talk to each other ever again ....well ya know what if you've known the guy for 6 years already and you havent foughten yet.....then why the hell would you start now!?? I know that fights DO and WILL happen in most relationships but thats no reason to freak out and dump the person right away ....I mean ......If you fight with your significant other and you get upset with them but in your heart you still love them then it shouldnt be a big thing to worry about .......but ....i guess its unerstandable...............TO MEN ! but not to someone like me......I think im just going to stay single for the rest of my life and that was that !

Good and Better!

Wes and I arent going out anymore....But I have someone new! His name is Terry hes really hot...and......yeah im gonna stop there!!!!

Im happy.....My gramma lives in mission !! we just moved her out here on wednessday!
I might be moving in the next 2-3 years............not saying where ...till i figure out if im going or not!
but yeah ..thats all.....

My untitled complaint about everything!

Well......here it goes....

I am having problems in my relationship and I dont know what to do .......He is moving to Dawson Creek for a year or two and I am going to miss him....

Im not really one for long distance relationships, (the last one didnt turn out too well) , but I am going to stick this one out as best as I can .......

just pray that everything goes okay because I dont think I could have my heart broken one more time.............its already being held together with duck dape!!!!!!;)