just because i dont blog that often doesnt mean im never going to do it again......number one my computer likes to play games....like shut itself off and not let me do something...and all around just not work sometimes.....(today is one of its better days).....Number two..every time i get well time alone to myself with noone home or everyone asleep is when i usually like to blog and ther have been soo many things going on lately that i havent had the time to blog .....im graduating this year.....ive been trying to work hard on my capp but of course i need my computer to do that......ive been busy running around and helping my mum clean and the chance i get to go some where that isnt to school, i go some where.....usually with my boyfriend josh..
And another thing that I am concerned about is why amanda quit school??
I know that she said to me that she wants to take a year off and go to river side in the new school year....but why? If she would show up to the classes that she likes to (cough cough skip cough cough) and do some work then i believe that she might pass school with pretty good marks......im not saying this to be rude....its just how i feel....i learnt my lesson last year about skipping.....i had to repeat alot of my classes this year...that is why im still here....or else i would have been gone in the first semester........ Im busting my butt to get all my work done to go to my prom with my boyfriend.....and im worried that amanda wont have a prom if she keeps skipping and dropping out.......a prom is the last place that you will see alot of people that you went to school with.....even if you dont like most of them......you still have one last chance to *get them back * for stuff.......just kidding i dont believe in physical violence...i only want to dye her hair puke green!!
lol anways....Yes i may sound like a mother when i say that im worried about her...but if thats the way it is then soo be it.....im just saying this because i care and im her friend.....i wish she would have stayed in school.....cafeteria is noooo fun without the * meow* i usually get in responce to half the things i ask .......and besides....the longer she stays out of school then the more years she has of school.......see my point....you wont get out faster by putting it off till later...i know that...cause frankly im to the point where i would NEED to take a year off to get rid of all the stress that, that school puts me through......and yes im talking about the bullying thing....its not continuing but apparently there have been complaints about me.....a counciler came up to me the other day....and told me that one of my teachers...* OF ALL PEOPLE A TEACHER HAS TO INSULT ME LIKE THIS ARRRRRG*....said that i smell.....
ya a teacher didnt have the guts to say this to my face....the teacher had to go around and make my counciler....tell me..the one person i trust.....had to insult me to my face for some one else ....not that she wanted to she was actually confused about it cause she said she couldnt smell anything......
the people in that school are really wanting me to drop out or something because they keep pushing my buttons further and further..but ya knwo what i have 2 months till prom and 1.5 weeks till my prom dress gets made......after that im going to work and working my way to getting my own place in the future.......in closing...im finishing my 2 months of school because ive come to the conclusing that dropping out or *quitting for a year* is not an option....becaus there is so little time left.......
Amanda....please come back...not just for me but for urself.....
