You should know !

I dont really know why im writing today, i dont have anything to say, and yet i cant stop or turn off the computer.

I guess there is some things im thinking of that im not telling myself, or others, that finally want out.

I feel alone, I feel afraid, Im scared for my life and i dont know why. I think too much about what might happen to the people I know and not enough about whats going on right in front of me.

I take my time to worry too much about other people and whats going on in there lives and "oh dude! how can i get into that!" instead of,"ok whats going on with ME today?"

There is no reason for me to be this way and i cant fix it.....

I just thought that you guys should know .