confusion

Some people think that I am weird....Others think that I am a saint.

And there is that select few who don't really give a crap.

What I am comfused on is why people would like a person like me in the first place?
People usually come to me for advice, wether on small things or really really important things....they usually ask me.

But there is something that I did recently, (not going into something that personal), that has cause me to lose that special trust with one of my closest friends. She no longer trusts me or talks to me, and for that I am deeply sorry..
For all of you out there who know this person and what I am talking about.....Im really REALLY sorry,
For those of you who dont....I did something every one regrets doing after they have done it.....All I am going to say is this could have screwed up my relationship for GOOD....which is why im upset ......
I feel like the worst person in the world.......

things......

wow....

.....Amanda helped me set up a blog....and as you may have seen...also helped me write the first blog!


THANK YOU AMANDA.....I do love you but ya know Im not sure i erally want to be exactly like you, maybe just a bit but ya know I love being my own person...it is what is so unique about me!

Its what makes me .....well.....me!
thanx and see ya'll later

saddness

Well,

Here is the situation, My boyfriend has decided to go back to Saskatchewan to deal with some Outstanding warrents from a few years ago, which mind you is very good of him. The only problem we have both seen is, we have no clue when he is coming back. As far as I can see, he might be gone for a few months, or even a few YEARS!!

And that makes me very sad. But a good thing is that, we have both decided to stay loyal to each other until he returns. Meaning that we are still going out, and we are going to be true to the relationship, *not play around* , on eachother.

He hasn't even left yet and I already miss him greatly, I dont know what to do... This is going to be hard, And I am praying every day till he returns that he will come back for me.........Like he said he would......

Man, being in love is hard sometimes!

my name is joanna

my name is joanna
i love amanda
she is soooooo cool
i wanna be just like her when i grow young
because she's my friend..