Boredom

Hey peoples.......IM BORED


so ive decided to write a blog on being bored....did you know that it is very easy to become bored and at the same time you can be very easily amuzed!!


that is the weird part.........anyways....BOREDOME SINKING IN...MUST GO BUG BROTHER!

Ear blows of my head!!

So ya weird title i know but anyways.......

Went to the hospital last night.....Emergency .....I felt like my ear was ready to fall off because it hurt so bad... So The doctor *Dr. Henderson* checks it out and says that I have a bad middle ear infection! AGAIN!!

I also asked him about my lungs and he told me that The air passage in my lungs isnt opening up properly and the bacterial virus has a place to hide and that is why the anti biotics arent working properly...and that I may have a bad case of asma and may have to go on a stronger Permanent inhaler till it gets better!
so ya I am doing right peachy......I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!
they put me on an inhaler....pills....and flonaze .....AAAAAGGGGHHH im turning into a walking drug store....im also taking vitamin pills....and advil for the pain!!

this is nuts!

again and again it happens......ENOUGH!

Well

I've told you what has been going on lately and I've come to a permanent decision!

I am no longer going to put up with any bodies bull crap about me or B******* to put it in a polite way! Because it has gotten to the point where I am soo stressed out I cant even think straight any more.

To all of my *friends* that have been putting me down ( big things or little things) ENOUGH IS ENOUGH cause guess what, I'm going to tell you something that I have learned from a TRUE friend, just "don't"

That word and the way he described it to me has made me think about alot of things and made me feel alot better in the long run. Just think about it, and you will see what I mean!

Anyways that is all I have to say for now, soo long and good bye!

real love

To actually be in love is one of the hardest things a person can do.

I really did love him, and he lost that love.

That is why it is so hard for me to get over this, but I'm starting to.

I am going to stay away from relation ships for a while, because with they way this happend, i feel used!

And feeling that way is very wrong. I dont want to feel this way anymore but there is nothing that i can do about it.
Its a way of life and it sucks.
I know some of you think that i am too young to have experienced love, but for a breif amount of time I did!
and that is what hurts the most......im still very said and on the verge of crying as i write this to all of you.

Now there are only 2 guys that i can trust, I dont think i could ever trust anyone as much as I trust and love these 2 .......Rob, Mat......I love you guys...
even tho they probably wont see that ...its there anyways...they are my best friends in the whole world....love is always there! and that i believe is true love

time to pay!

Well
i found out some interesting news and Im not sure wether or not I have said it yet so I am going to tell you now

I am no longer dating what was my supposed boyfriend junior!

my sister ended up talking to him on the computer 2 days ago, and not telling him who she was, they striked up a conversation and in the midst of the conversation he told her" his EX girlfriend jojo lived in mission and that he had lied to her telling her that he was in saskatchewan in jail"

When i heard this i was deaply upset and Yes I did cry, but i got over it very quickly, Now I am away for the weekend but still able to blog!
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Anyways the moral of my story is that I should have listend to my friends in the first place and watched my back when I was dating this JERK
now I am single feeling better and ready to move on!

UPSET

Well there are a few things that make me upset......one is the fact that i have been sick for almost 6 months and the stupid doctor hasnt done a thing about it!

Another thing that upsets me is when people bully me and nothing gets done about it......

This has been going on for a while now and its JUST getting noticed by my teachers and my principal!

and the last thing that ticks me off is when my friends make silly little comments to try and make themselves look better when they get something done and get mad when there friends get it done shortly after!

cause ya know what....BIG HAIRY DEAL.......it doenst matter and if people want to dissagree with me then go right ahead....cause Ive told people for the longest time that there are certain things i am going to eventually do and i wasnt kidding ...so if they happen to get those things done b4 me then i dont care im still getting it done...

the next thing to get peirced is my tongue! so :P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P to you !
lots a luv!

ouchie!

Hey you crazy peoples you....


..I GOT MY EAR PEIRCED!

and all i have to say is ........ouch!

well it didnt hurt that much at all actually but now i have to sleep on the left for a while till it stops hurting every time i poke at it which is like every few seconds ....hehe

I cant help myself! its just so much fun........DAVINAAAAAA....(ur next sweetie).......:P

STUPID LAWS!

So,

Some people believe that you should only hang out with people the same age as you and the same gender!
And to me that is complete BULL CRAP!

Frankly I dont care what people think or what they say, most of my friends are guys and alot of them are older than me too, And that is the way its going to stay! because I love all my friends get that I LOVE MY GUY FRIENDS! and there is nothing you ego statistic people can do about it......

what do you think?

What would you say if someone came up to you and told you that you couldn't hang out with your best friend because he was male and older than you by a few years!

AND another thing......You people who think that way.....Ur screwed up!

The Corn Pokers Society!

YES....................


.......Some other people and I have created what I like to call the Corn Pokers Society!

Now I am not naming anybody...........A.N.Y.B.O.D.Y.......(so dont ask) ...lol :P

anways......what do you think that our society is about ? COME ON PEOPLES GIVE ME SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT CAUSE I KNOW AND YOU DONT!:P kidding.....i just wanna know what you think about when some one says corn pokers!

He's here !!!!

Ok aunti rose is happy!
Her son has finally come home!
Tony has finally made it to come and see her and the boys!

Im happy for her!
but still sad because it makes me think of Junior, I wish sometimes that he didnt leave, but at the same time I know that he had to go. and other times I wonder if he will still love me when he returns! Its hard being in a relationship with some one when there home is so far away!
and most of the time I wonder if he will even come back at all....i havent heard from him since he left and im realy scared because I want to know what has happend!
I wont find out until I talk to his dad, if his dad has even called there to find out yet!
anyways YAY for aunti rose and Tony being home !
and im really sad that Junior is gone.....
what am i going to do? any suggestions?

lately!

OK

here is what has happend since the last time i blogged, I got a job! iit might be a small one and only part time till april but its work.....ya Im baby sitting! but its god...the kids love me!

another thing that happend....My best lady friend...Amanda has come down with a terrible cold and I would just like to wish her the best of luck ......( luv you manda, get better soon sweetie)...

anyways......GOOD NEWS>....no wait...AWESOME NEWS....i found out the other day that my prom dress is being specially made just for me ...so its going to be originall...and its getting done for free....from a lady who works at heritage park school!, apparently she does this every year for the girls prom...she makes dresses for them......she is so sweet...anyways that is basically it....

soo long till next time peoples!