confusion

Some people think that I am weird....Others think that I am a saint.

And there is that select few who don't really give a crap.

What I am comfused on is why people would like a person like me in the first place?
People usually come to me for advice, wether on small things or really really important things....they usually ask me.

But there is something that I did recently, (not going into something that personal), that has cause me to lose that special trust with one of my closest friends. She no longer trusts me or talks to me, and for that I am deeply sorry..
For all of you out there who know this person and what I am talking about.....Im really REALLY sorry,
For those of you who dont....I did something every one regrets doing after they have done it.....All I am going to say is this could have screwed up my relationship for GOOD....which is why im upset ......
I feel like the worst person in the world.......